Elise and Priscilla chat to author Ariane Beeston on her memoir, Because I’m Not Myself, You See, which traces her experience with motherhood and mental illness. Discussion topics include perinatal and postnatal depression and anxiety, postpartum psychosis, inpatient treatment, and stigma.
Show Notes
About Because I’m Not Myself, You See
Ariane Beeston is a child protection worker and newly registered psychologist when she gives birth to her first child – and very quickly begins to experience scary breaks with reality. Out of fear and shame, she keeps her delusions and hallucinations secret, but as the months pass Ariane gets worse. Much worse. Finally admitted to a mother and baby psychiatric unit, the psychologist is forced to learn how to be the patient.
With medication, the support of her husband, psychotherapy and, ultimately, time, Ariane rebuilds herself. And she also begins a new chapter working in perinatal mental health, developing resources to support other new mothers.
Thank you to Black Inc Books for linking us together.
About the Author
Ariane Beeston is a former child protection caseworker and psychologist with NSW’s Department of Communities and Justice. She was a staff writer at Fairfax Media’s Essential Baby and Essential Kids and has also published articles in The Sydney Morning Herald, Daily Life, Babyology and Mamamia. Ariane currently works for Australia’s peak body in perinatal mental health, The Centre of Perinatal Excellence (COPE), as their Communications and Content Manager. She is also a dancer and choreographer. Her first book, Because I’m Not Myself, You See, was published in May 2024.
You can find Ariane on X/Twitter, Instagram, and through COPE.
Ariane’s recommendations include:
- Alexandra Sack’s TED Talk on matrescence
- Gratitude by Oliver Sacks
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